14 So he went down and dipped himself in the Jordan seven times, as the man of God had told him, and his flesh was restored and became clean like that of a young boy.
15 Then Naaman and all his attendants went back to the man of God. He stood before him and said, “Now I know that there is no God in all the world except in Israel. So please accept a gift from your servant.”
All fixed set patterns are incapable of adaptability or pliability. The truth is outside of all fixed patterns.
-Bruce Lee
Today has been something amazing. There have been a lot of transformations and realizations. Strengths and abilities have been uncovered, and I have been able to freely express myself to the people I care most about.
For the last month I have been taken out to the wilderness for hours on end. My sundays have been spent with me getting to know myself and who I am in God. More importantly I have been discovering who I really am. Incredible healing in both a mental and physical nature along with my heart and soul being restored. Trial by fire, trial by pressure, refinement by the almighty makers hand.
I have short term goals to reach now, but I know God will need me to be flexible. He has supplied me with all I need. He will supply me with everything I need in the future and my worries should never be anything passed what I have to do for him.
Physically, I am working towards my shredded physique everyday. I have seen how the mental attitude develops the physical attributes of a champion. I have also realized that I do not have to be mainstream. I can be natural, handsome, and be all that God wants me to be. Sure there are struggles still here, but man I am alive and I am making it happen step by step!
Mentally, I am in the best place I have been in all my life. My nervous system is slowly being restored, and while there are so many things still yet to be cleared up neurologically I can really say that God has really shown me the best way to be. He has shown me that true power is in the mind, and I should guard it from impurity.
Spiritually, I feel I have grown into a warrior. I tried to jump so many stages from being a cowboy into a lover imitating a fighter and wanting to be a king. Yet, I lacked that warrior spirit. It is what makes men able to fight what they believe in, seek out goals, and conquer themselves as they follow God's lead. They say the best leaders first have to be good followers, and I am really taking that to heart. As I have gone through the word and books such as "Wild at Heart" and "Fathered by God." I realize how important it is for a man in every part of his being to be healed, focused on the prize, and God will supply the rest.
In reality I have seen the restorative love that God has for everyone of us. It amazes me that someone would love me so much and be so patient with me through such a long time. I am thankful that though I was the prodigal he welcomed me back, gave me a ring, and said my Son I love you.
In closing it has been an epic 6 months (with many more victories to come). I have an amazing support system! Family, friends, colleagues, along with brothers and sisters in Christ. Sometimes we may not understand where God is leading us, but know that his plans for you are good. His thoughts are not our thoughts and his ways are not our ways. Just be WILLING!
Stay Blessed, Well, and Favored my Friends,
Luis