I have not written in a while, and I hope all of you find yourselves well. Recently I have moved and had all kinds of challenges in my life. From having to redo a question on my competency exam and having to do it long distance and having communication problems with the school to moving over 700 miles to reset my life. It has been really extensively busy. To tell you the truth I had a hard time with it all. It is not that it was difficult to move, and it is not that it was difficult to retake the question. It was the circumstance of the internal environment. I had a mental block. I was in disbelief about it all. At this time I had imagined myself being way further in my life. However, since the middle of 2008 I was not listening to my own inner voice... no I was listening to the voices in my life.
I reached the point that I dumped out the majority of them. I had to start from scratch and begin from the very basic point. I had to define WHO AM I? I am not a position, I am not a title, I am me, I am Lu. I have had to leap beyond the paths of self accomplishments. I am a human being and what makes me come alive. You know your material Lu, but you let the pressures of the exam get to you... but this time you go in and you take its head off. You moved 700+ miles, but this is because you needed rest. You needed a reminder of what the intention of the whole journey was and should have been. It was a journey to find and evolve the healer inside of you.
Well... I have taken a step in the right direction. I have gotten back to my body-working roots. I just finished getting the announcement that I passed my Master's Examination and will be graduating this week. I am not my failures.... failure is only staying down when you fall. Failure is not falling.... when you fall you get back up again. I have dedicated myself to being myself in all ways..... while advisors are great... in the end you are the one who does the work. Unless the work exudes for your inner being your success will be lack luster.
Never Give Up... Never Surrender
Today I encourage you to remove the noise and be yourself, and if you have fallen down... get back up, because even if you got the test before the lesson... there is always a retake. God bless and much Love.
Lu
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