Beliefs don't usually change unless we have significant Pain-something shake us out of our old ways & we pursue a new approach, a new life. -Anthony Robbins
Remembering the phrase "This is the first day of the rest of your life." I don't know why today has been so liberating. You see for the past few years I was in a cycle of blaiming everyone and everything for holding me back. Today however, is my 29th birthday. Things have changed. There had to be a pain so great that it shook me to the core of my being. The pain was a broken heart. A heart broken because it had tried to love everything and everyone around it, but never chose to love itself. I've realized that loving myself is the best gift I could ever get. I've learned to appreciate others by appreciating myself and loving being alone. Realizing that simplicity is the basis of love in general. Yoda said something great "Do or do not there is no try." The same is true about love. You don't kind of love, because a half-hearted love is dangerous and can scar you and the people attached. As a matter of fact it's not even love, but a pseudo-form that is why the world is a jacked up scarred place at times.
I've realized that once I made this mental breakthrough not only did the people in my life shift, but I attracted like minded people. I'm thankful because my mind was stagnant and abused by the filth I let settle inside me. Now I am clear, focused on helping people and while I will need to bust my hump to crack some tough nuts. Th joy of adventure and growth has arrived. Today is a rebirth of myself from infancy to mental maturity. Seek it out and it can be found!
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